It's almost embarassing to admit, but I often forget that God is in charge. I forget that He has it all planned and I can choose to walk with Him in the flow of His plan or be stubborn and choose my own way. It seems ridiculous that I am this far along in my walk with the Lord, yet sometimes I forget to actually just walk with Him!
Can I just tell you how great He is?
Late last spring we were up to our necks in searching for a new flat. There was not one appropriate flat for rent in the area that we hoped to move into. Things fell through, we kept getting sick, and nothing was going right. But God had a plan for us. He opened the door for an amazing flat in perfect time. I could not have picked a more lovely flat! Thank you, Lord!
Justin's parents came. We had an amazing visit with them! We travelled a lot with them- saw new things and had some great experiences together. Throughout their visit everyone was healthy, out travel plans went well, and we all had so much fun together! Thank you, Lord!
The kids started school. Noah and Callie both have teachers that are perfect for their personalities, and are learning so much. We found a sweet little pre-school for Lucy. They adore her there and her teacher is precious! Thank you, Lord!
I started school again. The Lord provided an every day course instead of the 3 day a week course which was my first choice. But the every day course is only a month long and the 3 day course is two months long. After a week of school I got the news that Mom was coming. Since I was in the every day course it turns out that I was going to be finished with my class right before her visit!!! It would have been such a bummer to have to leave her at the house alone and go to school! You really knew what you were doing, Lord! Thank you!!!
A friend of a friend emailed and asked if he could stay with us for several days while he was passing through our city. Of course we said yes. But it turned out that his flight came in the same day Mom's left. At first I thought UGH!!! But it turned out that I was so happy for the distraction of having a guest! It helped me not focus too much on my Mom's leaving. Thank you, Lord!!!
God is good all the time, even when it doesn't seem like it or we don't realize it!
"For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11
"But as for me, how good it is to be near God!I have made the Sovereign Lord my shelter,and I will tell everyone about the wonderful things you do." Psalm 73:28
"How kind the Lord is! How good he is!So merciful, this God of ours!" Psalm 116:5